Candy was put as DNR yesterday. Her fight is almost over. She lost her battle.
My surgery is Wed. I feel guilty. I was explaining this to Bruce last night. I feel guilty because I am cancer free. I should be so happy. What's the difference, me her, what is the difference?
I feel guilty that I'm OK and she is not.
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Oh I am sorry to hear that. That is such sad news. You need a big hug from me {{{{{}}}}}}
I wish I had words to make you feel better, but there are none.
I can't explain why her and not you.
I DO know that there is some unknown reason you're surviving. I guess we'll all find out as you step into the future.
Know you are loved. Please let me know if I can help you, Candy, or Bruce in any way.
there is no reasoning that will satisfy you...and if it were reveresed she would say the same...you have to just be grateful..and do something wonderful for someone in her name...i love you ...js
I have nothing to offer you but my condolences during what is sure to be a difficult time and my wishes for a quick and easy recovery period for you.
I am so sorry. {{{Hugs}}}
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